Thank you for all your taking care.

This is the first time and the last time I wrote a letter only to you.

Do you know how difficult it is to start to type the first word? I decided to make an ending by myself. You may see it or may not. However, this is just noting my memory about you.

It has been more than a year since we said goodbye with each other.
I always miss you especially when I feel depressed. I asked my good friend, what kinda relationship between us is. Ok, I have no idea about what are you thinking about. In my case, I was very counted with you. As you know when we were in Vancouver, our families were far away from us. We needed to fix everything by ourselves. At that time, something happened in my family, I was really upset and don’t know what I should do. It was you that talked with me all night. Maybe it wasn’t really special, important and unforgettable to you. But anyway, you were very helpful to me.

I don’t know when I started to like you. When I realized it, I already came back here. I have no chance to ask you any questions, and tell you my feeling. If I can, I want to talk to you face to face.
Whatever the final answer is good or bad. Unfortunately, I have no chance anymore.

In the past year, so many things happened to me. When I felt depressed, the first person that I wanted to talk with is you. I miss you when I feel lonely and I need someone with me. Of course, the time and distance may change any feeling. Also it’s the reason I write this letter to you. I can’t miss you as much as I did before; I need my own new life. I can’t share some of my emotion with you. I use my way to miss you and like you even though I will never know do if you miss me and like me. Well, anyway it’s going to the end. I don’t want to bother you, which is the first thing that I need to learn. As I said before, I have so many goals that I want to get. I will concentrate on it from this moment.

Must say goodbye to you. Thank you for giving me a very good memory. I’ll be treasuring it for the rest of my life.